Graycherubs365 said:
@katie8719...hmmm I can't remember if I ever have, I did almost reach tears a few times though, I was feeling really bad about something, when I was selfing
I felt a bit weird doing it. lol
Deleted Member said:
I dont really get it either. Its never satisfying.
jaguar1957us said:
I spanked myself with a hairbrush so hard it took 3 days before I could sit comfortably.
This summer I've had a couple of let-downs on what looked to be for sure impending play-dates. I finally vented my frustration with a stiff self-spanking.
I've been trying to experiment with the viewpoint of self-spanking as the top instead of as the bottom which I believe is how it is almost universally pursued. It's hard to make the new mindset stick, but it helps some in the end result.
For self-spanking I get the best results from a belt or strap to bend around and reach my bottom from the right angle. My implement a couple of weeks ago was a favorite strap - a piece off of an antique draft animal harness. It is a thick and mostly stiff piece of antique leather, heavy and dark. One end has a very flat surface - almost paddle like - where it was rivetted to another part of the harness. I removed the rivets to separate this one piece of strap and that was how it left it.
If I stand with one foot up on a chair I can land that flat spot onto the meat of my sit spot pretty satisfactorily, with a sharp sting and a loud slap. By being (trying to be) the "top" I determined that any spanking I might briefly think of giving my self I would go ahead with - cancelling out my internal protestations of too much or too soon. And I gave my "top" free reign to discount any spanking that was not landing correctly for a good slap. I decided that all spanks would be delivered in non-stop mode.
So I started by deciding to give myself ten cracks every five minutes for a half-hour. I'd choose a cheek, put my foot up on the chair and start cracking. If I got in 3 or 5 or whatever number before I finally got the angle just right for a good stinging slap then I would start counting again with one from that swat. If I had a passing thought that I ought to get it on both cheeks, that was it! For thinking of it, I did it.
If my "top" mind thought "Gee, that was easy for him (me) to take, I ought to double it" then I doubled it. I just kept giving the "er" side absolute free reign in any fleeting thought of more.
After the warm up I started playing Solitaire with different amounts of punishment for different low scores - from ten swats for a score of 399 to one-hundred for the theoretically possible score of 0. After a couple of bad scores I had the momentary thought that I seemed to be playing the next hand a little slow so, in deference to giving all top thought free reign I immediately removed myself for a fast and stiff 50 to "quit dawdling".
I think I gave myself about 400+ swats over a couple of hours or so. A self-spanking can only be just okay but this one was okay. I was bruised for most of the next week. The sting was perceptible for a couple of days and stting provided a reminder for at least a day.
I still consider self-spanking to be a second-rate thrill, but if you put your mind to it and be the top you can get a somewhat satisfying ass-whipping out of it!
updown said:
Yea I would agree self spanking is not the same as getting spanked. And it not like you can give yourself a good telling off to while spanking yourself. lol
Ive seen some videos with people who are actually good at this. Some people were born to act!